Adhering by the Promise

I really want to adhere by the Promise

2009-08-04T10:15:00.000-07:00

why...
how...

i don't know why.

maybe It will remain this way,
maybe it will change.

all that matters now,
its not the above.

but the central,
where pain peaks.

so thats why people always commit sucide by jumping from high place in singapore.
becausee it lets their pain reduce to minimal, before their life ends.

HOHO, LOA. :(

2009-07-11T04:04:00.000-07:00

Okay cuz there is LOA so got time for me to blog again... this dead blog. :) no one visits it yup i know it :)

so might as well... say whatever i want.

i like u, u like me, a standard type of love story. Lol

black and white, white and black. Nothing would come inbetween,
except for grey who has already interveen. But purity is my favourite thing.

Okay more serious stuff.

From then till know... my life has been...如此如此，这般这般《---LOL

I think, i really need to Believe in myself when needed. Throw away my worries. At the same time be more tolerant of others. I need to Believe more in things happening around me.
especially those special ones ... like her

Poems

June 2009

Awaiting for any dust, to brush of me like a shooting star. So i know where to go afar ...stardust will be what i'il chase for i have saw that Starry face, of the lovely little shooting dust.

Thursday July 09 2009

[BREAKING] the problems,
[DOWN] the drain,
[Feeling] abandoned,
[The] Choice remains,
[Devastation] of souls,
[Hopes...] Love insane

Thursday July 09 2009

[To] Love someone
[Find] the missing Love
[A] Calming Breeze it is
[Love] release shall it bring

Saturday 07 July 2009

like a cloud crying, my heart is bleeding.
like a soul fading, myself is vanishing
like a body thats empty, so i myself, will Dissappear

Thursday July 09 2009

What is there to judge... who can hear my heart?
sense of my hearing, it has fallen weak.
Till the very Day, voice is heard again.

My Heart, My Soul and that Heart of mine,
To be opened up when the time is fine.
Someone who has touch my lovely heart,
That would mean Our Time's like shooting dart.
In the past, Relationships would be like Lightning,
Thunder would follow and shaken those treasured dreams.
But until now i have been lonely,
As These events sometimes are even Imaginary.
The Cupids only saw those around me,
So until then I'll know who that might be.
With Ordeal's of Love,
It can never come easy.
Thus i know that i will need,
The faith that always stood by me.

Quiz

2009-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

Creative, resourceful, and intellectually quick. Good at a broad range of things. Enjoy debating issues, and may be into one up manship. They get very excited about new ideas and projects, but may neglect the more routine aspects of life. Generally outspoken and assertive. They enjoy people and are stimulating company. Excellent ability to understand concepts and apply logic to find solutions.
lol Freaking true :)

To the fishball's Bazaar

2009-06-06T07:21:00.001-07:00

Lol woke UP LATE, SORRY CANNOT CALL u all, instead ray called me... so i rushed everything and MRT to Tanah merah, Amazingly i am the 1st to reach despite being the last to wake up LOL.
Okay, i am too lazy to post the picture so i just link it to facebook, pple who want see it there,
same for the K-box Pictures.
Kbox-pictures
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3194067&l=276c664478&id=548760515
Bazaar Pictures
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=127824&id=548760515&l=377260c31b

After that, we went to the Haunted House.
Whilst inside, I cannot find anyone hands to hold, because i didnt wear my specs to see who is who, in the end. some ghost actually hold my shoulder, so i just turn around and say HI!. lol, then the fishball and daph was screaming like hell because they hold the wrong person, or the people haunting hold them. In the end we hold each other lol.

After head down to bugis to eat ejisan ramen with jesslyn as the ramen girl. then aftr that went to buy some clothes, found a set of clothes that really suit me. White top with black jeans :) shld have take a picture la! but i forget... cuz i was so concerned with the price, i forget. in the end didnt buy anything

Bored, and Emo

2009-06-03T02:00:00.000-07:00

lol dunno why, the Feeling of emo Strikes back!
since holiday so i bored, listen to song/ sing song, cuz tmr going K then sing and
listen listen to song until i suddenly
then emo.

Something i Came across on Reading WIKIHOW

2009-05-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

In a topic of Think-for-Yourself, i came across this.
"If you don't agree with a particular "law", or "rule", then DO NOT FOLLOW IT! The
consequences are probably worth the peace of mind that you get knowing that you stood up for
yourself. Keep in mind that YOU only get ONE life. If you spend your life following orders, you'll
follow them right to your grave" Ref http://www.wikihow.com/Think-for-Yourself

I think i should start following myself than the laws around me.

Anyway, ITS REALLY BORING TODAY. slack at home do nothing

I got a New phone C905( sounds like some new module LOL ) :) HAPPY

Can use the Phone to take picture for the comming K-sessions and Chalets Yipee
YAI YAI YIPEE YIPEE YAI!

Now need to get only 1 thing, New shoes. and a Bright coloured top.

And after Reading through Wikihows for 2 hrs. I think i should stop comparing myself against
people's Opinion about me and ya, Be myself. i need to be more OPEN, and i will open up.

okay Here comes the Butter jokes?

What is a butter drop from a sky?
what is sweet corn drop from a sky?
what is butter prawn drop from a sky?

Answers to be revealed if people even bother reading this blog.

Genesis

2009-05-28T08:38:00.001-07:00

The Endings, is a new beginning.

For that sentence, i can totally understand and imagine.
But probably wont experience it.

okay, HI AGAIN AND WELCOME TO my lonely blog :)
today, i feel like blogging, but not everything is just about blogging :P
lets talk about the past few days, booked chalet for my FOP 36 09
then Got 2 As YEH !!!! my As are back :)
But i am still working for an average of 7 A per modules .

haiz anyway, r/s is always hard to get. when it is rite beside u, u may not know. but when u want to grab it. its just slipped away already. or when u know its beside you, but dunno how to grab it.
so u keep trying until, you scare it away =.=. man haha

Yipeee

2009-05-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

I bought new specs with new lens and frame ( ready on wednesday) ($84 only!!)
And new Wallet, Zinc ceramic white (25.90)

okay
other than that, weekend is really boring. slack at home until
i sometimes just blur into the air. lol

sometimes i feel that i am remembered because i am needed as a tool rather than a friend.
Sometimes its even hard to say who am i,

I fear myself because i dunno whether its my intelligience that is making me all the friends
or its because who i am that makes friends.

Sometimes it really scary, to fear yourself until ... haiz

okay, I not TAU GAY, or anything related to fishball okay Daphanie.
i am being kind here not to say your nickname :)

STUPID UTCLIENT

2009-05-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

DAM THE UT CLIENT, i do half way, going to finish le left 1 section
But because i scare the ut client hang on me, since i already did alot.
i click on the safety measure, Save button.
But right after i clicked it
GG. STUPID IDIOT UT CLIENT HANG
so in the end, i have to complete the rest of the UT on paper, with my ugly handwriting.
So lucky lucky me. it wasnt left with alot of pages left on the paper, just 1 and a half pages to finish =.=

anyway, thx Wani and munirah and others who left their link here!!! i will be linking

I dunno Why la, i just feel dam sad

2009-05-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

Yup i now just feel Dam sad. Maybe its just me. Cuz i am slightly emoish.
I get Emo-ed easily but still i am using work to forget all the emo ness.
as probably those emo ness comes from loneliness

i just probably need someone to cheer me up HAHAHA

WENT TO THE ZOO

2009-05-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

okay Went to the Zoo with Vampirism Room (Garena) people :) 1 girl 9 guys LOL.
anyway its dam boring but still good for bonding :)

Okay joke of the day,
Ah jie tried to climb up the cow at the zoo entrance, the ben's and jerry 1. so
He tried to take and few steps and charge and jump.
HE GOT ON IT
but due to the overwhelming inertia and slipperyness of the cow back.
HE FALL OFF LOL

Okay others things need photos from Haos BLOG

Philosophy of MUA

2009-05-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

okay this mainly tells who i am, how i am. in a deep way.
Its okay if u dun understand cause its for my own understanding so ya.
Relax or just skip when u see the tag Philosophy with title Philosphy.

1: Nothing is Something, Something is Nothing.
2: Friend are a source of Intangible POWER
3: Individuality is what the world wants
4: Help because you want to, But fight to protect the Future
5: Regrets, Beautify the world with decision
6: Simplicity is Beauty
7: Everyday is a different day, and non is repetitive. Only similiar.
8: Behaving selfish is Not being Myself. yet, Being myself is selfish towards selfless people.
9: Know the King and thus Know yourself.
10: Fear of thyself, is an acknowledgement , yet barrier to others
11 (MOST IMPORTANT) :
Love, is the Utmost gift to humans. as it integrates a 4th dimension to humans,
dimension of feelings.

My Official Post

2009-05-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

Okay, Now for the Official thing so everything will be written backwards

ti saw os das
no eht denkeew, no eht yaw emoh.
i syawla leef ekil ginyrc.
netfo dehs sraet no eht niart.
*** * ***** **** *** :)

But, i hope. The start of the Blog can mean and end to those tears, i truly hope

W65C, my new class has been Fun, With The GG, Girls Generation. NOT GOSSIP GIRL.
Made many New friends YEH :) FUN ones(, Serious ones, Crazy ones, EMO ones (YUP eugene)

and also Team 36, My orientation team. got Aunties, Fishball, Girls(qin HAHAHA) OrangeJuice
and many more too!!! just cannot remember at the moment SORRY.

and also E35p, E37p. I think Life in RP really change me. Because i learn a lot a lot of things, so
THANK YOU and i hope i can in return help everyone ! as long as you want me to help you. or
you need help but no 1 to speak to. i want to be there for any1 ! YEH

okay Next post will be Philosopies so if u not interested dun read it.

1st Post on this BLOG

2009-05-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

Okay, Finally.
A new blog for me with a Betta Skin.
And also not using Multiply cause its TOO TROUBLESOME
so just linky me whenever possible
my blog most likely will be updated weekly ( I HOPE i remember)

And it will mostly be wordy, Its troublesome for me to upload pictures :)